Jesus, I hear Your invitation for me to rest, to enter Your rest. Daily You invite me. Moment by moment You invite me. You’ve invited me for years, patiently extending Your hand, waiting for me to put my hand in Yours. I’ve tasted fleeting moments of this eternal calm, when I feel the weight of Your presence, the eternal “all is well.”
And yet…I feel an almost relentless drive away from Your rest. My mind races. My heart sometimes swinging from one dark emotion to another. What feels like the urgent beckons me to put out one fire after another. The momentary trivial crowds out the eternal.
Still You wait. You wait for me to enter into that exquisite place with You. Our secret garden where You are in me, and I am in You. Come, Holy Spirit, teach me how to remain in You, so that regardless of external calm or storm, my heart is in perfect peace. Amen